It's not a welcomed feeling..
But it did stay for e whole day.
Eventually the tears stop..
and I still could smile.
But I continued heaving heavy sighs..
and feeling sad for no particular reason.
It's like the symptoms of depression.
Am I a depressed person?
Of coz... it could be hormonal..
Oh pls pass quickly.
cant stand dis sick I cant eat nor do anithng right feeling!
(It doesnt help to listen to Norah Jones)
Tears:
1 a : a drop of clear saline fluid secreted by the lacrimal gland and diffused between the eye and eyelids to moisten the parts and facilitate their motion b plural : a secretion of profuse tears that overflow the eyelids and dampen the face
2 : a transparent drop of fluid or hardened fluid matter (as resin)
3 plural : an act of weeping or grieving
- tear·less adjective
So many definitions for juz 1 act. ahaha
Anihoo... here's juz a mindless list. read if you want. Found it off someone else's bloggie.
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted... ahah.. bet u nvr knew that!
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) had/have a crush on one of your "MYSPACE" friends -- WTF?
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire.. Im too vain to be mad
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of "myspace" -- who has done that seh?
( ) been moshing at a concert (Someone pls tell me what that meant)
( ) been in an abusive relationship (Maybe Im e ABUSER!)
(x) taken painkillers
( ) love someone right now.. parents count?
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping (like in windstruck)
(x) played dress up
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely all the time
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) walked barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country/world
( ) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers -- =D
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sunset/sunrise with someone you cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
( ) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a popsicle
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes -- yes, my cousins's t-shirt..
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes... Imelda wasn't an icon for nothing..
(x) worn an ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dipping
( ) been kicked out of your house
What bout u? hehe.
Aniwae everytime I am feeling down down down... I always listen to this song
Jeslina Hashim - Melakar rindu
Terlalu singkat hubungan ini
Belum pun sempat melakar rindu
Baru semalam mimpi dicipta
Mengapa mendung melanda sukma
( 1 )
Kaulah segalanya maka digubah
Ketika cinta masih di dada
Punahlah jua kini akhirnya
Entah mengapa hati bertanya
Mengapa kasih terlerai kini
Ku tak salahkan dirimu sayang
Lantaran takdir sudah tersurat
( ulang 1 2X )
Punahlah jua kini akhirnya
missed those days:
(L to R = me, pei xuan, jie ling, sean, christy, jingle)
(And me & the other SK)
