There's alot of things that I think abt my life.. but little I can say or do abt it.
So many times that Ive fallen in love. And much more times that Ive fallen out.
There were then times that I was very disappointed.
And there were times I was only too happy.
And then there were times that I am grateful. And one of the times is now.
I am glad that I have a job.. of coz my job takes alot of my time. But Im glad that this job does makes me feel tired .. coz I know then that I have put in my best & not juz do it for the sake of it. I am glad for my particular supervisor. Becoz she has made me more careful in work and be less dependent on ppl ard me. I am glad that I am single. Bcoz I have more time for my parents. And I am terribly happy to have a Mother like mine. Who cares, loves and cherish me undeniably deep. I am grateful that I still have a house. That I have the money to buy things I like. That I can decide what I like and not juz to conform to another person's liking.
To be single in this day & age some have asked.. am I choosy? But well. I cant juz hook up with any Tom, Dick& Harry. But Maybe I could try some Taufiq, Fauzi or Hashim.
Hmm. And of coz I m glad I have friends. Those I have little time for. Those that I seldom see. Those that I think they might have guessed I have vanished from the face of this Earth. I am glad for the guys who've tried to love me (either failed or still loving..).. coz they are very patient to even try. Loving someone who doesnt have the time to reciprocate doesnt give u a gd vibe.. But if they still do. I guess it's called courage. To put urself in a position to be easily rejected. And most of all I am still glad God still loves me. And me to him. And I hope I'll be grateful for even more things in the future.
{the riddle of red}
