The yr has proven to be nothing short of drama, at times, endless. It seems.
Probably believing and having faith when you almost have none, is the only viable option remained. And even worse, when you know that you are being harshly judged by others, who can only see what is happening on the outside.
Perhaps, maybe we know, that the worst has thus happened. And now, faced with that reality, that is what we are dealing with on the inside. It is tiring to be tired, but despite being drained, probably, this is the yr, I will remember distinctively. Isn't it just human nature to remember the bad things easier than the good ones? Some may say.. but I juz feel that, for now, let me always remind myself of the good times, regardless how little they were.. if seemingly, they are only what morphine would be to those dying in pain.

They say you can't be brave, if you've only had wonderful things happening to you. I guess, I am heroic now.

"Men will never understand women, and women will never understand men. And men & women will never understand that."

I found that abit tongue in cheek, but couldn't agree more:)

Sometimes, I think the past is like a ghost that haunts you. And if you allow yourself to admit it, you still fear it. Or at least, I still do sometimes. I guess the most difficult part of trying to move on, is deciding that you'd want to be happy for the other person, despite it not being in the best of your own interest. But as always, when it comes to matters involving the heart, self is not an interest.

Albeit, time has flown, things have changed, flowers has bloomed and seasons have came and gone.. but sometimes, emotions.. it withstands time. Even when it probably shouldn't.

It isn't easy even though I try to make it for you.. becoz sometimes, love just ain't enough.. And it is often, not for us, to decide what we want. Sometimes.

So, though time passes, tears run, hearts get broken, emotions hurt, words unsaid.. One day I pray, the storm will settle. Afterall, people do get home even through the most roughest turbulence.

OMG e week has been madddddddd...

Even wif e rashes, we were intending to catch SATC on Sat.. but hey.. with kids comes responsibility. SO the lack of a sitter proves to be a major factor in deciding on ur weekend activities with hitched friends.. so ended up with shopping, pple watching and catch up times.

Adding to the no. of married or to be married list is Irfan.. Guess his days of "casanova" is over.. maybe can get a role in cassablanca now. So yeah.. it was like the event of the yr thing. Can u imagine? An engagement held at e void deck, the whole works la. Live band, food, dessert. Even the fiancee came over. HAha.

Wow. And we met some teachers thr. They get so amazed seeing how "big" we've grown. hehe. I think they don't see time flying la....

It's just like this whirlwhind of activtity.. And.. ive got invites for nx month wedding already!

Sometimes I wonder.. muz I reali open my mailbox, when I know that the onli "letters" I'll receive are some promos from some company, shopping brochures, banking statements, invitations to weddings, baby showers etc etc..

Wah piang eh.. I have so many letters, thr was 1 day that the whole mailbox was flooded wif letters addressed to me! Not to mention, I even have a letter frm e taxman! OMG.

Sadla. No one wanna write me a love letter. haha. All I have are letters and reminders of overdue books la...tsk tsk.

Which just reminded me, that J said if I was a character on SATC, I'm a Miranda. Can U tell me, why am I a Miranda? hahaha. Apparently, he said that I am the person who is so scheduled.. I do wonder if that is true and it has pushed me to do an e-quiz on which SATC girl am i..

You're Carrie!
You're fashion forward with a hint of sass. Your quirkiness brings out your unique sense of style. Though you sometimes reject change in your personal life, when it comes to fashion you're always willing to try something new. It's clear: You live for fashion! Your favorite designers are Philip Lim, Jenni Kayne, Matthew Williamson, Heatherette, Rosa Cha, Elie Saab and Jean Paul Gaultier.

(www.ivillage.com)

So ok la.. tomo's midweek...As usual, visual treats for u peeps!

Dayah, Nul & I




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And wif e couple of coz