Well, Leona was partly right ;)
It did somehow get better in time.

Ramadhan seems to pass real fast, it's been a week. Alhamdullilah. Before we know it soon, it's already Syawal. But somehow, it'll be much different this yr. He won't be with us. I've lost one love already.. Missing him much as time passes.. All we can do is pray. Afterall, I think it would be just worst if he was kept alive. Who'd ever want to live with a tube in his nose, urethra and a hole on your abdomen?

Though I know his demise is for the better, I just can't help but feel selfish at times, and wonder.. why could he not stay a bit longer?

But I know, sometimes in life.. the challenges we face is anything but easy. Especially currently, since there's a blood sucker at work. I can't stand that person.. but Insyallah, he/she'll get what he/she'll deserve.

And you know with life, it really is a mix of ups & downs.. and in some of the downest of downs, I've had some ups too. And sometimes, they are all I need to get me by..

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And reminders of why I should be happy ;)

It has been ages it seems since I've been at work.
Busy, is an understatement. I cannot remember how long has it been since I cannot even keep myself awake, and IMMEDIATELY drift into sleep right when my head touches the pillow..
I've been so exhausted by the imminent occupancy of my mind. I must say though, that it feels good to be back at work. I do miss school though.. but we all go through this. The inevitable phase of growing up.

And time just passes so fast. So much conversations has occurred. It is amazing this channel called time. I think it is what makes matters different. The thing is, no matter how busy I've been, I just feel calmer & at peace (no, I haven gone to Yoga or Pilates or any new age thingie).

But most of all, I feel happy.

Alhamdullilah, I know, I am lucky.









*Angels in white <3