I've never been so glad to finally meet with the weekend.
Today is such a great exception as it is a start to what is my ferst and only leave in 365 days.

Sometimes, I do feel like I'm married to my job. Like I'm always in the hospital. And though today's ward meeting, I am still contemplating whether to attend. I am just far too tired. The past 3 off days have been spent in the hospital; with community events and quality improvement projects.

Haha. I have never foreseen to be where I am headed. Because when I completed my advance dip, I just wanted 2 slow down a little. I was so exhausted.. but I guess.. sometimes it is just wishful thinking.

There are days that I juz miss spinning across a room..
Or looking at myself being twirled in the image on the mirrors surrounding the room..
I just missed salsa-ing..
I miss listening to familiar beats
or wearing shoes and dresses that flairs when you spin..
or counting to dance
and laughing at silly mistakes.
It feels good to let yourself go.
Knowing that all it takes is to spin and move your feet to the music, and you're where you belong..



The song we always warm up to..

It's not too long before I realise my personal life is being manipulated by my career.

How is it possible that out of my 3 days off, I wud have come back for at least a day not on work related basis to be back in hospital ground? A friend of mine says I am a die hard (in denial) workaholic. I however, beg to differ.

Yes, I am involved with all the extracurricular activities running in the hospital, but that doesn't make me a workaholic. Juz an over involved employee. I start to notice my personal n professional life merging into one when even my boss is trying to fix me up (it does not make a difference even though he is a dr). hehe. Or maybe, just worrying I might be left on the shelf.

Looks like I'm getting into the limelight when I shouldn't...
Like it's not embarassing enough to be on stage to crown pageant winners n lucky draw winners.. God.

p/s: But despite all of it, I notice when we work hard at the unit, we are bound to party harder..