I had a nicey day out today with Ah-boy. It's fun..
Den im so dead tired..coz I washed n folded clothes, den go vacuumed..N washed e dishes..
I'm feeling down. I feel ugly.. Oh God.I juz feel so sad..like I dont know whr my personal's life heading. Don't get me wrong, I njoy being single.. but I think Im feeling too empty inside la.. It's a very depressing hollow emotion.. it's even made worse by e nx song:
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
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Sometimes.. you learn to smile.. when even frowning hurts too much..
you learn to laugh juz not to cry...
Save me from myself..
{the riddle of red}
