Monday, December 20, 2004

You know pple always use the term LETTING GO.. when what they shud realli say is GIVING UP. For those who don't understand y.. it's coz..Letting go is the term used to finally release ur hold on something/someone who is RIGHTFULLY yours in the 1st place wheareas giving up is juz moving away frm something/sum1 that you want badly, but was nvr urs in the 1st place.

As this new yr is coming along.. I'd like to let go of my emotional excess baggage.. Time to move on from those who constantly mk me feel bad abt myself.. and time to dress to kill! haha.. not sure if i cud party it all night tho.. haha..

hmm.. my cousin's b'dae falls on Christmas... so in a way every christmas I get broke but I have sumwhr to spend it..It mks things kinda cooler so wen pple ask..I can juz sae, Im spending it wif my family*winkz* Aniwae.. I have a poem:

You constantly get hurt by the words that I say..
Always disapproving my opinionated ways..
Why m i on the receiving end of your angst, your sadness and ur misery?
I'm tired of absorbing all dis vibes, can't you see?

Why can't you juz be nice to me?
Instead of behaving like the world owe's everything to you?
Why don't you juz let it be?
Coz if you can't.. then I guess it shud be through.

I'm tired of hearing your whims and your whines..
I'm tired of seeing you talk abt me as if you were mine.
Have you forgotten?
Pls recall what I wanted. It was bout a moment..

Pls pick up the pieces after you fall..
So that I can now stand tall..
I nd my breathing space..
W/out you occupying every inch of this maze ..

....and in e festive season ..here's a nice Britney Spear's song....................
Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me?

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and it just said this:
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
He'll be all my own in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Christmas eve, I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong in taking a peek?
Cuz I heard that you're coming to town
Santa can you hear me?

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me?
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me, someone to hold
Maybe, baby
We'll be all alone, under the mistletoe

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa, that's my only wish this year

I hope my letter reaches you in time (oh yeah)
Bring me a love I can call all mine (oh yeah)
Cuz I have been so good this year (oh)
I can't be alone under the mistletoe...
He's all I want in a big red bow

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (oh yeah)
Santa, that's my only wish this year

Ahh...Oh Santa, can you hear me, oh, oh Santa
Well he's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here (oh yeah)
Santa that's my only wish this year

Santa that's my only wish this year