Okey. So Ive blogged alot. Like realli alot.
But today..
I woke up & called Din. Then he was asking abt my complete chinese x of a bf. So he was asking abt his chinese name etc. And I got a huge *SIGH & GASP* shock... knowin tht HE was together with this other gerl Johan got interested with a couple of mths ago. And the stoopid thing? He's been with her for 6 mths!
I dont know how to feel? Though he has been an x for centuries.. eons... or an indefinite period.. it's juz that an x would always be an x. NO matter how civilised u r b/w each other. What goes unsaid is still thr.
I mean it is already hard to digest he left me for a caucasian gerl.. & Ive taken enuff of my courage to juz be his friend. And all these while he has asked me out, had scandals with my other COLLEAGUES... HE WAS WITH HER.
I do not know which disturbs me more.. the fact that he left me for a shity reason. Or simply bcoz this is e same gerl my another x was interested in. She's dating my exes. I know Im sounding whiny... BUT come on! Give me some credit.......I was so heartbroken. To think that I thought I'd liked her.
Why is Singapore so small? She told Din somemore.. I saw a pic of ur x in his album. Like. WTF. Im Din's X. And He's my x too what.....
I cant stand dis ani longer.
arggghhhh. Frustated & heart broken doesnt do any justice to my feelings. Im empty. And as Ive said to Nadirah.. Maybe I should juz bcome a lessie. Guys are complicating my whole essence of existence.
{the riddle of red}
