What would you feel if someone msged you: "Jgn msg2 I lagik. Pompan I tk suke x I msg"?
So I juz asked if that was the gf who was msging me...
And so she said sth like I am gerl n she is too.. I should feel her. You know along those lines.
What puzzles me when that msg was sent to me.. I didnt even initiated any text. So. Was that a warning by ani sorts? OMG.
Haiz. Sad when even the most beautiful memories are shrinked to juz hurt & remorsefulness.
So when she finally asked me y I asked wat her name was.. I juz didnt reply. No point.
Again I feel that my life is an endless search for something or someone that I was believing deludedly to complete me.
Complete.. and whole.. are words that are foreign to me. I haven been near thr in a long while.. You know the highness? The euphoria of knowing you are not looking for anithing else? knowing that you have everything that you've wanted?
Maybe it's juz a hoax.. all these searching for ur other half. Coz in this crazy world that seems to envelope me with each passing day.. I get lost in the maze. I cant find my way out but I just keep on going in hope to finding the exit.
The thing is. Those of you who have been in love (Yes those pure love..the ones that you feel urself lifting in the air... even though u've been seeing him for 5 yrs..).. you know the real deal. So anithing that doesnt even come close to it... just doesnt interests you.. & what's more frustating is when pple dont seem to understand what you are actually looking for... cannot be found right under your nose!
Maybe I should just forgive myself & forget abt all these insanity.
{the riddle of red}
