Ok let's juz say thr was once a guy who happened to love me. He was so persistent that I was very tired of saying no.. only to hear from him a few mths later again. So one day. I juz answered his call when he called. And when he asked me whr I was going to I said to the hospital. And when he asked me y.. I said that I was going to have an abortion. Yes my pinocchio nose was growing longer by the second but I was pretty convinced that he would juz leave me alone when he was hear what I was supposedly going through. But aniwae, needless to say my plan backfired on me. When after I put down the phone with the excuse that Im going through my abortion already, He came to SGH A&E to look for me & even went up to ward 53A juz to search for me. The real reason I was in SGH was bcoz my granddad was sick. But well.. In the end.. I admitted the truth... that all of it was juz pure lies. And in actual fact I hadnt even had e chance(?) to slp with anyone and I wont even try. But wat touched me the most was when I told him I was going to opt for aBOrtion, he juz told me that I shouldnt b so silly and wilfull.. but to instead think it through & think abt the future. Plus he added if I dont think, I should at least believe him coz he knows that I am going to regret it should I go through with it. And.. he even told me this : "Doesnt matter if it isnt mine.. what matters is that I can take care of you, if you will let me.. & I will tk care of the baby & love it if you'll let me love you"... I could juz melt & forget that he was the pest that I was trying to get rid off.
Aniwae. I heard he ended up with someone else. Maybe married. maybe not.He's a nice guy. Juz maybe.. imperfect. And perhaps not the one for me.
In the end.. he's always with someone else.



And a very old pic of us
