ku pinta maaf kepada mu
jauh dari lubuk hatiku tk pernah ku dtg padamu
bila engkau tk percaya
ku rela korban jiwa raga
kini saat yg penghabisan
ku harap kau dtg pada ku
berulang kali ku nyatakan
aku syg pd mu
berulang kali ku meminta
peluklah belailah daku
ohhhh
itu tk pernah terjadi
semua harapan berlantar
nafas ku yg terakhir ini
hanyalah ku tujukan pada mu
berulang kali ku nyatakan
aku syg pd mu
berulang kali ku meminta
peluklah belailah daku
ohhh
itu tk pernah terjadi
semua harapan berlantar
nafas ku yg terakhir ini
hanyalah ku tujukan pada mu
Entah kenapa. Agaknye sdg2 raya... atau mungkinkah kerana dah terlalu lama tk jumpa... Rasa rindu teramatlah sangat. Mcm nk sangat nk jumpa... Nk rasa yg dia dkt dgn I.. Entahlah. Maybe tngh feeling2 aje. Maklumlah dah malam.
Lama nah dah tak jumpa. Bukan rindu dia aje. Rindu sangat dgn family dia pun, Tapi ape nk buat kan. Rindu tk semestinye makna masih sayang kan... And I know I dont quite love him. It's juz I miss him a lot. He's been a part of my life since a long while ago. Feels like something's missing.. and he's going into NS. mcm mana la... rindu sangat kat dia. Rindu sgt masa2 yg dah lepas. Nk sgt tgk dia.. tgk senyuman.. dgr ketawa dia... bau minyak wangi dia..haiz. Ini la org yg tk bercinta. Ngan cinta pertama pun masih main merindu2.. Ape nk buat. Hati bukan boleh diperintahkan.
I dont know la. It's juz that sometimes when I think abt him I juz feel so so sad.. so sayang that our relationship had to end bcoz of a 3rd party. Bukan pasal tk sayang each other. Bukan pasal pertengkaran.. but something as stupid as that. And nearly 4 yrs on. I still think of him.. and I still m missing him. Sometimes I wished we nvr had broken off. But than pple change over periods. And I know he'll nvr be the same guy Ive once known. I also know that he's juz too far from me to get back together. And I know even if we do gt back he juz wont be able to love me for me anymore. Coz I know Im much different now.
And I know the past should be left where it belongs.