Do u remember the 1st time that you decided u were attracted to someone?
That 1st sms,
That 1st phonecall,
That 1st look..
The 1st time u tot "I could like him more than a friend".
The 1st time he sent you home
And the 1st time he bought you chocolates.
And also the very ferst time..
you had that warm fuzzy feeling
The 1st time he held opened the door,
And opened your heart.
The 1st time..
That saying goodbye.. you felt shy & U smiled awkwardly at each other.
The ferst time that could be a ferst to many more.
It was the 1st day you knew him.
The 1st day that lead to many days ahead.
Of coz, thr's Nothing sweeter than romance.
I know. It aint valentines yet.
Attraction. It's juz too ez to happen. Flings, lust and sheer fun.
It's funny. Time juz flies.. and now it's 2006.
2005 were alot of "I cant give a shit" or "I cared too much" time for me.
The yr I graduated, the yr I had my 1st job, the 1st time I did alot of crazy mindless stuff.
It's like since this yr started Ive become more of a friend than the person pple fall for. I've been listening to so many relationship problems. It scares me. Hearing the guys part of the story.
This is also the yr, Suzi is leaving SG. My aunt may b getting married. Im happy for them. But wonder where does that leave me...
It aint ez I guess. Alot of things la. Juz e start of the yr for every1. Met up with some old friends. And had a number of misunderstandings and disagreements. And I finally saw Tiffany, Din's ex today. Visited Saiful who had pneumonia. And his Mother tot I was the gf. hahaha............. If pple kept on assuming Im someone's gf, I wonder hw many bf's I'd b having now.
... And of coz arguments starts usually bcoz of the things I say. But what abt the things I did not say.Or did not hear. Sometimes. Arguments are just basically a huge misunderstanding, accumulated by years. And then they get out of proportion & u fall out.
It's been crazy for me. Alot of things are.
But it's the insanity that makes me me.
It's that insanity that draws u to me.
And that drives us apart.
Okay. SO I had to work both the weekends. AND the PH for this long weekend. Wattodo.
Anyway, reached work later den my usual time & earlier than I should knock off! A sign that we've already started a fantastic yr!
So aniwae. Hope u guys had a gr8 new yr celebration.
New yr or not. hey. things should always be done with such passion. right? YEP!
And of coz.. a beautiful song to start the beautiful yr ahead.
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
