Attraction. It's juz too ez to happen. Flings, lust and sheer fun.
It's funny. Time juz flies.. and now it's 2006.
2005 were alot of "I cant give a shit" or "I cared too much" time for me.
The yr I graduated, the yr I had my 1st job, the 1st time I did alot of crazy mindless stuff.
It's like since this yr started Ive become more of a friend than the person pple fall for. I've been listening to so many relationship problems. It scares me. Hearing the guys part of the story.
This is also the yr, Suzi is leaving SG. My aunt may b getting married. Im happy for them. But wonder where does that leave me...
It aint ez I guess. Alot of things la. Juz e start of the yr for every1. Met up with some old friends. And had a number of misunderstandings and disagreements. And I finally saw Tiffany, Din's ex today. Visited Saiful who had pneumonia. And his Mother tot I was the gf. hahaha............. If pple kept on assuming Im someone's gf, I wonder hw many bf's I'd b having now.
... And of coz arguments starts usually bcoz of the things I say. But what abt the things I did not say.Or did not hear. Sometimes. Arguments are just basically a huge misunderstanding, accumulated by years. And then they get out of proportion & u fall out.
It's been crazy for me. Alot of things are.
But it's the insanity that makes me me.
It's that insanity that draws u to me.
And that drives us apart.
{the riddle of red}
