I felt so impossibly tired..
So drained, beyond description.
I could feel all the aches in my muscles.
And the empty dull aching in my heart.
No.
This isnt a heartbreak.
THIS. is me. BURNT OUT.
Im tired of working after returning from my 4 days leave.
In fact, Im always tired after days off.
I dont feel rested.
I just feel overworked.
How ironic.
Today is a weekend.
Yet, it seemed not much different from any other day in the week.
I went to work with 3H of slp.
Walked ard feeling like thr's a block of weight over my shoulder.
I showered at work today.
Went to my cousin's wedding in GEYLANG.
And den went to watch fireworks at Mount Faber
I had one of the most beautiful memories thr.
And I created another 1 today with my family.
I'm sure that all of us has ever fallen for someone.
So afraid to love someone @ the start.
And so afraid to lose that person after u loved him/her.
Like maybe the way I miss Suzi.
How. At times I wondered, how it'll be. Our friendship once she settles down.
And priorities changed.
I am afraid to lose the pple I love, but it is only natural that circumstances change. And they say you dont have to stop loving the person, as long as you can accept the change.
{the riddle of red}
