Okay I dont know y I was thinking abt Sweet Valley High. What was the twins surname or who was Elizabeth's BF's name and who was Jessica Wakefield's rich bestfriend. Haha. The books I read when I was young. So fake! haha.

And I couldnt stop smiling to myself when I tot abt 1 of my days when I was a chronic clubber who parties every weekend. Thr was once when we sat at the roadside and trying to hitch a ride. Some cabs did stop.. but they were eastbound so no hope. Up till there was this merc benz cab who agreed to drop 3 of us for a mere 10 buckaroo. hahaha... God. Dont even ask me whr I put my face in such situation.

Then finally now. I look at whr I am. How pple perceive me to be. And how maybe they might not be able to see who I was. Or what I am realli like. At work. I am thought to be 1 of the more stricter peeps. Who r actualli not so bo chap. Kinda hard ah. Considering I am realli not like that in life. I mean ya hey.. I reach work early to have a mental preparation of what to expect in the day.. But i can nvr be early when I m meeting friends. TRUST ME! I have not enuff discipline the way I am when I m working..


The Dr Jekyl N Miss HyDE In me...

Yesterday we went out for a dinner date. It was a first in many. And I was glad I went. I was always said to be too young to be working. hey babes.. I cant agree more..

The food was good, the company was great. Hehe. I finally used my hand and gaf up when I was de-shelling the prawns. I tellllll U... it's finger licking good! haha. Okey.. here pix!

I sometimes hate being SENIOR. Sheesh. I can have heart disease or hypertension shud this cont 10 more yrs down e rd. I cant stand this new girls. U tell them things once, it's not enuff. U muz nag and nag and nag.. and I used to wonder y sister nagged so much last time. Haha. Now I realli noe. It's coz when u have a certain standard of doing work esp in an established and traditional organization... it's realli hard to juz do work "bo chap"ly.

So. U cud onli imagine. I cant wait till my nx leave slot. God. They shudnt allow this to happen to me. My new acting supervisor is so pretty and hot. Haha. Ok. Maybe I shall contemplate on aiming to be sister by 25. When my colleague said that to me i used to laugh. but hey.. sister's been telling me to go for courses. And maybe I shud. I realli don't know.

Had such a ridiculous day today. BUt nvm.

I miss my friends so much. Even the asshole is overseas for 2 mths. Haiyoh. Despite what he did.. wattodo. Friends are friends right.. tho he was an assholic friend who obviously got very confused.

Hmm. Anyway. Ive been doing so little of staff nurse work and so much of guiding my junior staff nurses that I sometimes feel funny. And everyday I am incharge of different rooms. My colleague said maybe that's a sign I am turning into a superwoman.

.... Thr was this guy whom I had a ridiculous crush on back in sec skool. He friendster txt me and gave me his no. ahha.... wth. Men. Cant live with them, cant live without them.