I sometimes hate being SENIOR. Sheesh. I can have heart disease or hypertension shud this cont 10 more yrs down e rd. I cant stand this new girls. U tell them things once, it's not enuff. U muz nag and nag and nag.. and I used to wonder y sister nagged so much last time. Haha. Now I realli noe. It's coz when u have a certain standard of doing work esp in an established and traditional organization... it's realli hard to juz do work "bo chap"ly.
So. U cud onli imagine. I cant wait till my nx leave slot. God. They shudnt allow this to happen to me. My new acting supervisor is so pretty and hot. Haha. Ok. Maybe I shall contemplate on aiming to be sister by 25. When my colleague said that to me i used to laugh. but hey.. sister's been telling me to go for courses. And maybe I shud. I realli don't know.
Had such a ridiculous day today. BUt nvm.
I miss my friends so much. Even the asshole is overseas for 2 mths. Haiyoh. Despite what he did.. wattodo. Friends are friends right.. tho he was an assholic friend who obviously got very confused.
Hmm. Anyway. Ive been doing so little of staff nurse work and so much of guiding my junior staff nurses that I sometimes feel funny. And everyday I am incharge of different rooms. My colleague said maybe that's a sign I am turning into a superwoman.
.... Thr was this guy whom I had a ridiculous crush on back in sec skool. He friendster txt me and gave me his no. ahha.... wth. Men. Cant live with them, cant live without them.
{the riddle of red}
