Aniwae. I saw 1 advert event.
Something that perhaps he and I would have wanted to do, if things were not to change.
But him, being him. Would juz re-emphasize.. "things have changed now." And yes, I do know that.. though it is not ez to digest.
Oh God. U juz dont know.. how on earth I get through each day. I wonder. Why am I having such a hard time when most probably every1 will juz say.. it happens to every1.
When will it be ok? Will it ever be okay? I know he's ready to move on. He's made it very clear to the world.
I juz hate myself so much. For being this weak, this helpless.
Ok. b4 u gt bored reading this.. here's some pix to show that yes.. I still can keep my feelings in check and hide them when situation calls.
I guess I juz have to be patient and buy the "time will heal all wounds." haha.
what ferst dates wud look like:
cousins
p/s: Bumping into Nas was a reminder that even I was fatter than he was! haha.