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And somehow, it reinforces my belief that I was not a friend of friendster too.
Of coz no1 wud u/stand what I am rambling abt...
I met Suzi for a dinner date at Siam Kitchen & it finally dawned on me that we have nvr dined thr.. but I have memories thr too.
Suzi was stunning as always..And we always enjoyed our tete-a-tee..
I've missed her, I know I always will. And I wonder whr will we be. Nx yr is coming to soon. Thr r major decisions to be made.. & I have to stop putting things off. I nd to clear my mind & stop moping ard. I will let him believe what he wanted to hear. And it will seem real.
Our journey might have ended for now. But who can be so sure for tomorrow. Life is such that it is unpredictable & that is what makes it sweet.
I have loved & I have lost. I nd to work towards improving myself. I nd to let myself have some ME time. Time to go for long overdue maintenance..haha.. Time to think abt what I wanna upgrade, adv dip/degree. Time for deciding.
We cant live forever, but let it be known that while we lived,We did the best & lived the best we could...
It's funny, my self esteem suffered a huge blow.
Seperation has a way of making you feel inadequate...
But like I said at work, "as a Staff Nurse, I had done the best I could in my capabilities to provide the utmost care for my patients, but some situations are beyond human control/predictions & thrfore to classify them as - preventable or - unpreventable would be an unjust decision."