Ok in abt 1 hr, it's gonna be V day.
It's gonna be the time when the whole world would be preoccupied til the point of obsession in their declaration of L-O-V-E..

I liked that day coz almost everything would be in pink =)

And over the yrs.. as I get older & time seems to pass even faster..

I juz cant help but feel a bit weird. Y was it when I was still in skool. When no1 gaf a flying F*** abt this day, that I felt I was more loved..

I mean those days when someone bought for me a ring from perllini's silver.. hehe.

or a teddi bear that said "I need you".

I still haf them somewhr chucked in my room.

I was reading Zul's blog. And I cant help but feel happie for him.
He used to love me.. But I wasnt what he needed.

I was needy & selfish. And we had lotsa fights. I guess it was a blessing for him that all of that happened b/w us as it brought him to her.

And I am very sure as I am reading this today, he's more than happy with her. I will always pray that their destiny with each other will last til eternity.

Today, as I am writing this down, I am very sure that there are a couple of people who are still in love with me. For now & maybe for always?

Love is a simple, often made complicated emotion.

It can build and at times break you. And now, as I am sitting in front of the computer, surrounded my V day gifts, I cant deny.. I have evolved from the gerl whom no1 wanted to be associated with, to the gerl.. pple ask for dates.

Today, an ex classmate of mine said he has fallen for me again.. but haha. He has a gf. And I m sure.. his gf wud kill me shud she ever find out.hehehe... and we wud haf a memorable V day. And suzi's flying of today & Im working PM shift.. so yah. Im gonna be one of the losers who'd be dateless? haha. I dont tink im a loser la. Id juz want Vday everyday =)

So here's a happy valentines to my bestest friends who were thr for me throughout, my family who were very supportive of everything I did, all the Rights & allowing me to learn from all the wrongs & of coz to the Men of my life. haha (Mcm byk gitu), some greatly missed & some gladly forgotten. =P

I nvr felt I was out of love or short of it.

It took me so bloody very long juz to write this coz I had to convert to the new blogger. God would onli imagine coz most of u would already know abt my impatience (outside of e wd).

Aniwae..

I had caught the SG-Thailand match.. It was damn fun! Felt like I was having a live-commentator beside me! hehe. But realli even for a gerl who barely watches footie much more than play the game itself, I feel that SG players are realli "manja". They are not interested in running for the ball, more so in waiting for it to come! It's like they play a whole lot more defense than attacking.

But then, 1 for singapore boys being passive.. The Thai's were even weirder deciding that they would not even play on! For someone like me who is like worlds apart from sport, I for that know that that isnt such beautiful sportsmanship. Because sometimes, winning is just luck (like lottery hehe) but to know that you have put in your bestest and mostest effort.. At least you have dignity even if you might even lose.

Oh well. We shall see if they trash us in Thailand this Sunday. Hur Hur.


Well, that's all for Soccah... Now back to my l!fe.

I wanna go for IPL or chemical peel & I dont know if SGH does it. And if it does, does it charge as staff rate.. But then to meet all the Drs that we already know.. Aiyah. Embarassing leh!
I shall go & find out abt it on my sleeping/rest day. Cannot mk it sia... Muz go for self maintainence. That's the onli goal I haf for '07. Heheh.

To think that I m already 22 come April is like a rude awakening for me. Sure I m young stil. But it's fast. Like Gosh. Wasnt in juz yesterday that I was happily "legal".

It's true that age are just numbers. However, the more I see Children & Young couples.. I sometimes feel at stress. Coz I can hear my eggs ticking away! Now I know what the bio clock shit is abt. Coz apparently the best time to conceive is b4 u reach the big 3!

I shud go clubbing or something. Live a little.

I shud travel more. Dine at fancy pancy restaurants. Pamper myself. I mean while I m single, and I can afford to.

A little late, but I reflecting on '06, these were the things I attained:

1. Turn 21 with 4 Celebrations.. Family, Friends & Him. Who could celebrate her birthday for a week?
2. Promoted to SN1
3. Went to Langkawi with Alice
4. Bought the Guess luggage
5. Got myself a Gucci wallet!
6. Get to fall madly in love & heartbroken
7. Finally finally went to a dermatologist (& still spending more moolah thr)
8. Got into my 1st ever accident that qualified me for 4 days MC summore during my leave & I still went to Pulau lang tengah the day after that accident with a contused foot
9. Had my 1st foot Xray after the accident
10. Tried my 1st mocktail in a club : Virgin Mary.. Couldnt be more disgusting
11. Bought 3 more new pairs of Enzos/Nine wests
12. Bought myself flowers
13. Got my iPod video
14. Dine at hotels thrice
15. Grew my hair till my butt.. (& chopped it off)