It's gonna be the time when the whole world would be preoccupied til the point of obsession in their declaration of L-O-V-E..
I liked that day coz almost everything would be in pink =)
And over the yrs.. as I get older & time seems to pass even faster..
I juz cant help but feel a bit weird. Y was it when I was still in skool. When no1 gaf a flying F*** abt this day, that I felt I was more loved..
I mean those days when someone bought for me a ring from perllini's silver.. hehe.
or a teddi bear that said "I need you".
I still haf them somewhr chucked in my room.
I was reading Zul's blog. And I cant help but feel happie for him.
He used to love me.. But I wasnt what he needed.
I was needy & selfish. And we had lotsa fights. I guess it was a blessing for him that all of that happened b/w us as it brought him to her.
And I am very sure as I am reading this today, he's more than happy with her. I will always pray that their destiny with each other will last til eternity.
Today, as I am writing this down, I am very sure that there are a couple of people who are still in love with me. For now & maybe for always?
Love is a simple, often made complicated emotion.
It can build and at times break you. And now, as I am sitting in front of the computer, surrounded my V day gifts, I cant deny.. I have evolved from the gerl whom no1 wanted to be associated with, to the gerl.. pple ask for dates.
Today, an ex classmate of mine said he has fallen for me again.. but haha. He has a gf. And I m sure.. his gf wud kill me shud she ever find out.hehehe... and we wud haf a memorable V day. And suzi's flying of today & Im working PM shift.. so yah. Im gonna be one of the losers who'd be dateless? haha. I dont tink im a loser la. Id juz want Vday everyday =)
So here's a happy valentines to my bestest friends who were thr for me throughout, my family who were very supportive of everything I did, all the Rights & allowing me to learn from all the wrongs & of coz to the Men of my life. haha (Mcm byk gitu), some greatly missed & some gladly forgotten. =P
I nvr felt I was out of love or short of it.

