Skul has been mad!
But a good day, nonetherless. I coined myself a new name, the "techno bimbo." (Think technology bimbo) That was actually bcoz i said, given that I am e youngest in class, I have v little exposure 2 technology & i dont know most things....
& so horrible that JK said that I shall be scary spice, since every1 already "chop" their spice gerls part. BTW, e 4 of us in class are known as the spice girls. Perhaps, since we are after all the youngest & the "hippest".
We also had a lecture frm the our director today. It was a good talk, I didnt fall aslp. She was able to deliver what was relevant to us.
We had fun in Bernard's class as usual. It was hilarious when he asked us to out, leaving our partner (the counsellor) to be in the room. When we re-entered, he told us to relate a happy story to our partner. But they weren't listening! They were fidgeting & all! It's really entertaining la, to say the least. He really makes my day when it comes to learning.
&.. WE also got our adv dip uniforms today. It looks so huge! Not to mention long. I think they're realli training us to be purists. More like nuns our uniform!
It was home subsequently. I realli have to start on my revision & assignments la. It's already week 5. How time flies, when u want it to remain still.
The person who said that solitude doesn't equate to loneliness was right.
I'm not in solace.
But loneliness
defines me.
I embrace it, coz it's juz so faithful to me.
Becoz, it refuses to leave myside.
Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu
Aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani akuDisetiap langkah yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukkuSepanjang hidupkuAku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tahu
Knowledge brings you wisdom, or so they say.
The knowledge that out of 5 female University graduatues, only 1 will get married, scares me.
I used to be 1 full of ambition & drive.
Of wants & wishes.
But lately.
My priorities have changed a bit.
I don't wanna die alone in a Nursing home you see.
I wana share my life with some1.
To have someone, who shares the same dreams, aspirations & is able 2 calm your fears.
I don't wanna be the OTHER girl.
The 1 you call when your partner is fast aslp.
Or the 1 you spend time with, when She's at work.
The 1 you run to, when you are bored.
I don't wanna be 2nd best.
The person you settled for, becoz I was there @ the right time & place.
Not because you thought that I completed you.
That we complement each other.
And that the void in your life has been filled.
I wanna be that person that you dream off.
The person you've been waiting for.
The person you felt, you were lucky to have.
The person you would not want to lose.
I am none, but, neither any of the above.
I'm simply me.
Full of worries, Full of uncertainties.
What I know best, is that I'll care the best for the patients who needs me most.
Emotionally, when they are down.
Physically, when they are weak.
Mentally, coz I am around.
I'll be there to clean their bottoms.
To wipe their saliva
& to feed their Meals.
To remember their Medications,
Becoz I know they'll need me more than you do.
I just wished you'd one day need me too.
Everyone has a secret or maybe secrets.
Maybe it's just a matter of time,
or how deep you wanna dig into someone's past
B4 u found it.
It's amazing what you can hide superficially.
But still, it somehow chooses to surface out eventually.
So hey.. just like what Madonna said..
hmmm hmmm My baby's got a secret..
Hello every1, I doubt that any1 reads dis blog animore which is y I am finally updating it!
Anyhow. I cant believe that 2007 has already ended. Looking back, the yr was alright. Not a bad yr. Was a pretty balanced 1.. haha.
Reflections:
- Performed better at work
- Finally presented a case in a clinical teaching round which I did well too
- I moved on from something stagnant
- Got myself 6 COACH products
- Better self maintenance
- Finally did something different with the hair.. had a fringe!
- I went away for my birthday=)
- I tried snorkelling. Hey muz gimme credit k! Im such a girlish gerl..
- I went home all by myself (from an overseas trip) & survived everything w/out any1 by myside.. Im so proud of that!
- & Finally, I secured a place in advance diploma=)!
But 07 was also a yr, that I realised you know.. pple move on n often enough it's w/out u knowing or even wanting it at times. So thr were a few events that deserved my congratulatory wishes..
When Joe got married in Feb..
& Zul's engagement in Decemeber.
& Those were the onli 2 occasions I wasnt invited to their joyous celebration.
I cannot remember how many engagements/wedding I've attended dis yr! You name it.. void decks, community clubs, hotels! It's amazing.. My own classmates started reproducing. I felt like I was lagging behind! Talk abt my ticking bio clock. God! im not even near an engagement!haha
So with all the hoo-haa's juz ezily summarized in words (probably I cut short lots of emotions).. I certainly hope '08 will be a fulfilling and joyous yr for myself. I didnt think of any resolutions, but you know I hope for certain wishes:
- Sign up my degree in e July intake
- Own better skin (Hey, im working hard on that too u know!)
- Be happier, more contented
- Go to a different holiday destination (Think not Indonesia/Malaysia or even Sentosa)
- Dine at Hyatt (Ive been meaning to do it since forever, but keep on going to royal plaza)
- Be more organized (Hey, I bought a yr planner)
- Cook or bake something la..
- Last but not least.. But Im not counting on it.. at least, take my basic theory test! hehe.
So here's to a higher achieving yr ahead!