Monday, January 21, 2008

Knowledge brings you wisdom, or so they say.
The knowledge that out of 5 female University graduatues, only 1 will get married, scares me.
I used to be 1 full of ambition & drive.
Of wants & wishes.
But lately.
My priorities have changed a bit.
I don't wanna die alone in a Nursing home you see.
I wana share my life with some1.
To have someone, who shares the same dreams, aspirations & is able 2 calm your fears.

I don't wanna be the OTHER girl.
The 1 you call when your partner is fast aslp.
Or the 1 you spend time with, when She's at work.
The 1 you run to, when you are bored.

I don't wanna be 2nd best.
The person you settled for, becoz I was there @ the right time & place.
Not because you thought that I completed you.
That we complement each other.
And that the void in your life has been filled.

I wanna be that person that you dream off.
The person you've been waiting for.
The person you felt, you were lucky to have.
The person you would not want to lose.

I am none, but, neither any of the above.
I'm simply me.
Full of worries, Full of uncertainties.

What I know best, is that I'll care the best for the patients who needs me most.
Emotionally, when they are down.
Physically, when they are weak.
Mentally, coz I am around.

I'll be there to clean their bottoms.
To wipe their saliva
& to feed their Meals.
To remember their Medications,
Becoz I know they'll need me more than you do.

I just wished you'd one day need me too.