I have never been dis xhausted since don't know when.
In fact, I can't even remember a time I've been dis tired.
The day started off going to meet my Aunt @ Bugis. After which we headed to my Grandma's house.
Yesterday, I finally discussed with my Grandma abt "him". I guess what she truly feels, he'll never know.
Grandpa looked better when we arrived. At least today, he took some soup and walked 2 pass urine. So me and my aunt went to WCP mac. When we got home, another of my aunt told me that my Grandpa turned worst. I changed his stoma bag and he felt so warm to touch. Den I told my aunt to buy a thermometer. And the Temp was 38.9 celcius! We called e ambulance and sent my Grandpa thr. Turned out he had pneumonia.
I can't believe it.
I feel so helpless, tired and drained, holistically.
I juz wished throughout the times all of these happened, I had you by my side. But what can I say, the person I could find solace in, just couldn't be there.
And despite probably knowing things that probably would make it better, I can only tell it to myself.
{the riddle of red}
