But hey, I gained 1 extra day, coz it is only Saturday today.
Today I wk up feeling better, that the pain was lesser. TILL. My mom decided we should go to Simpang to eat!
Argh! I remembered the times we've been there.
The times we've met countless relatives and friends.
The bumping into nani and shidiq part.
The bumping into Suria.. rememberd what she said? That we still looked "new'.
Memories of us are so crisp.
Somemore, okay, I know that there were things which could have been done better on my part. But having it being reminded by my own Mom. Hmmm. Ok la, maybe she really does like you.. but it hurts la you know? Coz, it's like I don't want to tell you that, and make you think why now?
It's always been the case. Like think abt e past, when you told me "You just hate it when you mom sides me."
So, when you said, no one liked you, you just chose to ignore it.
Maybe it's me. Maybe I dont wanna feel insecure about you.
I realise that when times like this occurs, there's alot of what if's and maybe's.
And besides, it just dawned on me, on the way home.
That remember all those times when we discussed our 2010 vision?
I told you that I wanna get married, for my Grandpa to be ard to see it?
And that's exactly the reason y I didnt say anything, when you told me, now I have the time to wait longer b4 I settle down.
Bcoz wif you, it's not abt settling down. It's plainly abt getting to do what I've waited and searched for, my entire life.
It's having faith in the present, and hope for the future.
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied
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