The morning started off with me, being shockingly awaken thinking I was late for my appt.. U see, I have not been to my beautician in a lonnnnnggggg time. And judging from the crap I've been dealing with, I thought it was a good idea. And lucky me, managed to squeeze a Saturday afternoon appt tho calling on a Wednesday. Thank God!
So yeah the initial plan was to to go to Taka to buy my powder and den go for my facial.. but CN told me that she was accompanyin F to the hospital. Apparently F had bronchitis and had to go to NUH! Tsk tsk. What a way to be spending her saturday. haha. But we did meet up, after that.. after leaving my facial for what seemed like eternity... I really don't know between a session at the aesthetician, dentist, waxer (cant call dem stripper right?) .. which is actually worst?
Coz I've been to the dentist.. but the visits are only half yearly.. So the pain during the scaling I guess comparatively wouldn't be as bad as going to the aesthetician which I TRY to go to once a month. The pain that I have to tahan for the 3 hrs I tell u.. sometimes makes me question my pleasure of being a woman.. I mean seriously.. U go there, get your eyebrows threaded den the extraction!!! Sheer horror! But.. U know, all's well at the end of the journey. Haha. Not to mention, who doesn't enjoy massages?
But I guess I'm not exactly the right person (yet?) to ask abt waxing, be it brazilian, legs, arm, body.. Ive never been stripped! Haha.. Had the intention to.. but my pain's threshold isn't exactly fantastic, hence the apparent hesitancy.
The rest of the day went on uneventfully.. I even bagged some free goodies, courtesy of CN! hehe!! :P
I guess it was a relatively a nice Saturday.. EXCEPT (hehe) that I didn't study.. and today is exactly 2 months post "him."
I do wonder at times.. will I wake up 1 day, and stop measuring time or even anything at all through him? Will thr be that 1 day, when I guess, that he won't be a yardstick, or a benchmark, in my life? That my life will be my life again.. only mine?
I guess the answer will be no.. It's like.. yes, we all try to head on our own lives.. breath.. eat.. drink.. slp.. walk.. talk.. but when will all of these stop being "automated?"
Is it all too much to ask for?
"Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe"
{the riddle of red}
