Despite being so occupied with work; I was having an all time high. So satisfied and happy in life..
Til everything came crashing down, like a tsunami, washing away all that I've worked so hard for.
Everything that I put my faith in has become more of a nightmare with me no longer being able to tell the lies from the truth. Perhaps I have mellowed too far and its ez to take everything I did for granted. Maybe, because I am (though hardly it seems) just an innocent, gullible and naive girl.
Or perhaps, I was experiencing that four letter word. The overused and now maybe meaningless word.
I have become numb
Feeling like a humongous idiot
And wishing my already broken heart was not just stepped on.
I can't believe where we have reached.. certainly, if this was where we were headed for, I would have not embarked on this journey.
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
If only I never thought of the whole world when having to make a decision; certainly nothing would have remained the same.
I dont wanna be the kind of woman who believes an engagement is just another ring on my finger
That marriage is just another piece of paper
That true love hardly exists
And everything in this cold world is just made up of pretences and lies
I just want you to give me what I had believed in
To restore my faith
My trust
My all..
However, how is that ever possible?
{the riddle of red}
